Tuesday, 6 April 2010

when I fall asleep


As the night falls terrible desperation comes
My heart knows that is the time when I miss you the most
My body tenses, aches, my eyes won’t close
I know that solitude will embrace me once more as it did before
I search for thoughts of you inside very deep
Images, dreams to comfort me as I try to sleep
See the mountain once upon a time described by you
‘For a picnic’! You said on the outskirts of its hills
There I will take you; the path to the top looks steep
We don’t mind and hand in hand we began the walk
To a certain place besides a lake, where you will kiss me
Embrace me, make memories and talk
I heard you say “I am sorry” and a tear crossed your face
I asked “what is the matter, why are you feeling pain?”
With sorrowful look your eyes focus on me
“I am sorry “you said again and a second tear couldn’t help appear
“Tears don’t help, kisses is what I want” I said
Then you smiled, supported my back and gentle kiss me in time
Across the universe, merging our dreams and spirits in communion were
And your love I felt just the same as I did before
Remember? The love we felt when we kissed on that bridge
With cold air, with a view of trees with colours bright painted by the fall
Then I lay back with my pillow on my head comfortable and soft
I knew that you were with me in spirit and in time, in my memories
Talking to me, whispering through the air, “I love you” I heard you say
“That is much better” I said to you, kissing you and hurrying you through that path
Towards the mountain, towards the dream and very gentle I fall asleep
I whispered through a smile “please God let him extend his hand and with me once more allow him to walk”
My eyes closed I began the journey I was transported to the land of dreams
Hand in hand you were there with me as always we were smiling not crying.

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