For Rosie

Rosie
Your smile, you laugh, your face, your eyes
He sang about almost every part of your from his heart
I know he waits for you to be together
I know you wish when that happens will be forever
That time will come, soon when is right
But mum, please let me be selfish a little while
Wait for me, to see you off
I need to kiss you, to hug you to show my love
I know that you are aware, that you think of us
Do not worry, do not despair,
Send those thoughts away!
Rosie the Ix kan lol
The one with tender heart
The brightest smile
The one who gave me life
Just wait a little while
I need to kiss you, see your face, your eyes your smile
Then I know that he and you happy will be
Just as you wish, just as your dream
Walking hand in hand for eternity
Once more, in a once upon a time
Together at last
Wait for me mum.

Forever

Can you believe in forever?

Looking at an endless sky of stars, can you believe in forever?

Not knowing from where you came, or where you’ll finally end

Can you believe in forever?

And in all the clues given to you by the hand of outmost creation,

Still searching, walking with hope

Can you believe in forever?

Whether it be friendship or love past, present or future,

Almost every day your senses seen them all

Can you believe in forever?

One thing I can tell you without a moment’s thought

We live in a very short time, a snapshot.

And what we choose to call ours, transcends all

Here and now, future and beyond

Can you believe in forever as can I?

I believe that forever is love!

Father's day

Words of wisdom, words you passed
Every day of your life, the whole of your stance
Advice to follow you always gave
Gifts we always had here and there
The love you shown is what I recall... See More
The tender stroke upon my head
The smile you gave to encourage me to forget
The failing thoughts went away, disappeared, dispersed
You chased them all for me, and then as I rested
Vigilant of my dreams you became
Your heart had an infinite storage
For memories, mementoes that matter you said
Amongst those happy things were
Mental copies of the cards I painted
Especially the one that said “Happy Father’s day”
And like you, now I keep a mental treasure cove
Full of mementoes a world of its’ own
A place where I cannot never ever be alone
Everything that you taught me I will always know
Every lesson of the heart I will always remember
The lessons I have learnt with you always help
And even now we are apart; the hope is that one day
We can meet again and the tender stroke upon my head
Once more be felt and vigilant you become as I rest
A card with the girl handing you a Rose I will paint
Once more it will say “Happy Father’s day”
No matter where I go or who will I end up be
I will always say to ME, “How lucky I have been to be loved by THEE”

Agua Clara June 2010

Poems from my heart

THE PIANOMAN

Gliding hands, playing sounds
Music for all, music that inspires
Pouring all of his life, his might
His sentiments open and raw
Pictures with notes in the air he draws
Sentiments pure and clear surely flow.
Not a moment to rest continuously strikes
Tender, caressing, and passionate at times
Crystalline sounds his instrument makes
Copying wind chimes messages in the air.
Deep silence his audience makes
Playing incessantly the piano man
Listening to his sentiments pure and clear
One cannot help but to imagine and think
On the pictures of love that currently built
Filling us with joy, passion shared with him
The ultimate dream “a heart full of love”
Linking the thoughts with his notes
We hope “play incessantly piano man!”
And sure enough with delight he does
Playing incessantly the piano man

SENTIMENTS

So many words to say that we don’ want to say
“Unspoken they are and whispered might “you do tell
And not mentioned and silently remained
You told me you loved me - so sweet and sincere...
The words told to me again and again, I believed
Repeated once, twice I have them in my heart
No doubt, no want to think anything else but love
My future, yours balanced in one hand
Whilst caution was thrown to the air
Old we were, but young we felt
And with passion we did embrace
Was it there? Was this true?
An enchanted night? Was it dream?
A fairytale that stopped somewhere where I couldn’t reach
You don’t speak to me, you tell me things that superficially they seem
I want to understand but I fear that the love I feel inside
Does not mean the same to you as it does to me
Blinded by confusion, I felt so lost and helpless...
And then there was you, someone so kind and so selfless.
Still, talking to the one who does not listen
And I am listening to those unspoken words
My heart bleeds in desperation for your love
Like the Christ I think “forgive because he does not know what he does to me”
And silently whispered “ My God , My God why have you forsaken me”

Farewell

Farewell
Your days with us were not too many
Our time with you was not so long
Hope and faith and love if any
Is what we need to hold on, to be strong.

Farewell from us you should receive
at every hour of the day and night
With flowers, trees everything in nature
Surrounding your essence with all of those I want
To build a resting place, I will try!

Leafs and flowers, yellow, red and green
Will cover your place in the spring
And in autumn in the morning
With a melodic voice, a singing bird
Will chant a beautiful song
A song that guards your sleep

I will be able to understand its message
you were God's own little creature with a purpose
So simple, so sublime, that in a moment
You imparted a lesson of pure love
All through my entire life

And as such a beauty to be seen I will pray
That all my days those images I am able to maintain
and never allow it to wither and leave from my sight
my wish is that this precious garden where I keep your memories
Will bloom during spring, summer all the time
till autumn comes and makes it right

When the circle of Mother Nature
Comes and completes my vision of the warmth I feel for you
Then I will think of you and many memories will surround me
And I will know that you are in a better and quiet place
When the little bird comes to visit and remind me
Of my hopes or being reunited with you one day
These thoughts will linger to the end, and thinking of this
Calm will come to me, and will also restore my faith.
So when another day without you start, I won’t think that
We are far apart, as for every time I think of you
I know that you are right here deep inside my heart.