SENTIMENTS

So many words to say that we don’ want to say
“Unspoken they are and whispered might “you do tell
And not mentioned and silently remained
You told me you loved me - so sweet and sincere...
The words told to me again and again, I believed
Repeated once, twice I have them in my heart
No doubt, no want to think anything else but love
My future, yours balanced in one hand
Whilst caution was thrown to the air
Old we were, but young we felt
And with passion we did embrace
Was it there? Was this true?
An enchanted night? Was it dream?
A fairytale that stopped somewhere where I couldn’t reach
You don’t speak to me, you tell me things that superficially they seem
I want to understand but I fear that the love I feel inside
Does not mean the same to you as it does to me
Blinded by confusion, I felt so lost and helpless...
And then there was you, someone so kind and so selfless.
Still, talking to the one who does not listen
And I am listening to those unspoken words
My heart bleeds in desperation for your love
Like the Christ I think “forgive because he does not know what he does to me”
And silently whispered “ My God , My God why have you forsaken me”